here are snippets of what i'm telling my friends now...
"danz, just because you were hurt the last time doesn't mean it won't work out for the next. wag tau magmarunong sa mga mangyayari sa'tin. only He knows. trust Him kasi He trusts us even when we lost all trust in ourselves"
"yan ang sinabi niya sa'kin nung thurs. bsta ha dthis life-changing talk w/ him last thurs. btw, super cynical ako about love rin dati. i mean super fucked up yung life ko. you guys have no idea.. pero he changed my perception about love, he took "love" to a completely different level"
"tnx. :D dnt worry, sef. ur being tested as was i (or maybe ts not over yet..hmm) but dnt worry, you'll find your way back to Him (whaw religious na talaga ako. iloveit)"
"hmm ts ur decision. whatever you think would make u not just feel better but change for the better. bsta ako suportahan kta sa kng ano man ang maapagdesisyunan mo"
"the great? nyahaha hindi nmn. i was just enlightened and i want to share my epiphanies with you guys although im not asking you to agree,bnabahagi lng ang nalaman dhl bak amakatulong nmn sa inyo"
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whaw grabe talaga epekto sa'kin ng last thurs. kahapon pa acko actually nagdadrama eh. i dunno. i'm so filled with peace and enightenment na i feel like bursting and just telling everyone about it. which is good, right? i guess i'm really built for media, esp when it comes to disseminating information. communication is one of my assets pero ang difference ng before and after thurs ay dati, i used to speak in this voice na i don't know who's really speaking pero now, i know where it's coming from and i have the confidence to say it with conviction. i have found my voice and for the first time in many years, they coincide with my words and with my thought.
thanks to him and most especially, Him.
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