for those who don't know who his highness is, you better not be reading my blog unless you want nightmares and migraines (notice that i said "and" and not "or"? notice that both words are in plural form?)
not a lot of people can understand what we're going through. what we have isn't even a conventional type of relationship, after all. and we started out kind of... let's not talk about that. what we have maybe something society is not ready for. we've gone through hell and purgatory and heaven and back again. yeah, daig pa si dante alighieri.
i'm actually glad na nasasabayan niya takbo ng utak ko. he is smart, after all. and i've always looked up to him. and when my friends and i are talking about guys, i'm glad i can talk about him as some kind of good example (communication-wise, etc.) as much as he acts like a kid, he's mature, really. he can be as guy bitchy as he wants to be but i feel the sincerity in everything that he does. and yeah, i'm glad that he's just there.
while i am confused with what i feel for him, i think he is too. as he said, maybe we're just too scared to admit it, maybe we cared for each other a little too much than we should...
but what are we, really?
what do i want him to be in the future? frankly said, i really don't see us married either. maybe really, really good friends. special friends. the kind of friend that - sheesh, i can't go on.
maybe some other post.
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