Tuesday, October 21, 2008

birthday thank yous



Kasi you can never say too many thank yous.

Ayun salamat to everyone who greeted! Be it here sa multiply, sa facebook, sa plurk, sa friendster, sa.. iba ko pang account online, sa personal. Maraming salamat po sa pag-alala. At sa mga hindi, may bukas pa kayo. Haha jk!

Pero gusto ko rin mag-thank you sa lahat ng tao na nakasalamuha ko at naging parte na ng buhay ko, maliit o malaki man ang papel na ginampanan ninyo. Salamat sa pagtitiyaga sa akin, sa pagpapatahan sa akin pag umiiyak na ako, sa pagpapatawa sa akin kahit masakit na tiyan ko kakatawa, sa pagdamay sa kung anu mang kabaliwan na pangtritrip sa mga tao ang naisipan ko, sa pagsalba sa akin pag may emergency ako, sa pagtulong uli kung may kalokohan man ako, tsaka... lahat na! Haha!

Salamat lang talaga. Sobrang napapahalagahan ko na yung mga pakikipag-ugnayan ko sa mga tao ngayon.

Sa mga STC friends, wala talaga kayong kapantay, mapa-GS ko pa kayo kilala o solid iv5, I think kayo talaga yung mga taong nakakakilala kung sino ako hehe :p tsaka yung mga simulain ko sa sining ng kalokohan bwahahaha! Sa mga kaibigan ko sa peyups, grabe iba kayo. Kayo yung mga tao na saya kasama. Kahit walang alkohol o droga, yung mga konbersasyon at mga katatawanan lang, solb na. Salamat sa pagdamay sa akin sa acads hehe. Sa mga katrabaho ko, di man tayo laging nagkikita ngayon, di naman ako nakakalimot. Come production time, bawi tayong lahat! Syempre parte na ng katauhan ko ang pagiging parte ng KNN. Pinapangako ko naman na pagbubutihan ko ang mga naiatas sa akin. Sa mga bagong kilalang friends, more memories to create sana! Sa mga orgmates, pagbutihin natin ang susunod na semestre! Success talaga tayo this sem! Go lang ng go! Batchmates sa journ, sabay-sabay sana tayong grumaduate! Web team, umariba lang din tayo next sem. Sa inyong lahat talaga sobrang salamat! May parte lahat kayo sa buhay ko tsaka pakiramdam ko may isang aspeto ng personalidad ko na nabuo dahil nakilala ko kayo. Salamat talaga sa pagsalo sa akin pag napapraning lang ako o tipong hatinggabi ako tumatawag tas pinapapunta ko kayo somewhere. Salamat lang talaga! Mga tunay na kaibigan kayo!

Sa pamilya ko, salamat din. Di naman kasi ako tao pag wala akong magulang in a bological sense di ba? Sa mga lola at lolo ko kahit di nila to mababasa, salamat sa pagsundo sa akin sa BK araw2 haha. Sa mga tito, tita, pinsan ko, salamat kasi kayo rin yung natatakbuhan ko pag may isyu ako sa buhay haha. Kina Nino at Nicko, salamat kasi kahit lagi ko kayo inaalaska di niyo pa naman ako kinakaila haha. Go lang sa girls. Shet nagmamature na kayo. Kina mama at papa, alam kong di maayos mga bagay sa atin pero subukin sana nating magkaayos.

Sa mga celestial force/s that govern life, sorry po at may isyu pa ako. Pahingi pa po ng oras para makapagisip-isip ako at mareconcile ang mga bagay na mareconcile. Nahihirapan po ako kaya tulungan Niyo po sana ako.

Syempre, kay Gelo, salamat nang marami sa mga pagbabago sa buhay ko. Salamat at andyan ka, salamat sa ating samahan, pag-iibigan, kulitan, takutan, dramedy at mala-teleseryeng buhay bilang magkasintahan. (Shet ang hirap mag-Filipino) Gusto ko pa rin isipin na ikaw yung nagligtas sa akin. Mahal na mahal kita :D (Haha nandun sa isa pang blog entry yung prequel kasi nito)

Ano pa ba? Ah syempre, dear Nicai, OMG, 19 ka na. Like, wtf. Tumatanda ka pala. Hahaha! Happy birthday sayo! Salamat sa lahat ng magandang katangian mo bilang tao. Mahaba ang listahan at sabihin ko na lang sayo personal :p Sana lang alagaan mo pa yung katawan mo. Wag masyado i-haggard. Para naman 19 ++++ years to live and love to live ka pa, di ba? Bongga.

Happy birthday me! Thank you sa lahat!!! :D

Sunday, October 19, 2008

words of wisdom from neil gaiman

"Hearts may break, but hearts are the toughest of muscles, able to pump a lifetime, seventy times a minute, and scarcely falter along the way. Even dreams, the most delicate and intangible of things, can prove remarkably difficult to kill,"


- Fragile Things, Neil Gaiman

top 10 things you never want to hear a guy say


You already know that most guys aren’t exactly master communicators. And while you’re willing to put up with a lot, certain phrases are as grating to your ears as the reject reel from

American Idol.

10. “I don’t know, what do you want to do?”

Um, if we knew, we wouldn’t have asked. Plus, there’s nothing sexier than a man who can take the lead and plan a date. (Extra points for taking control after the date, too.)
9. “Shhh the game’s on.”
 

 

We get it, sports are important. But shushing us even when it’s a time-out is simply unacceptable. Just give us two seconds, and we’ll let you get back to the big game.
8. “Chill Out” or “Relax”

Nothing is more unnerving than being told to calm down. If you had estrogen, you’d get it. And you would also get periods, too — enough said.
7. “Smell this.”

We don’t want to be treated like one of your guy friends, so asking us to smell the leftover Chinese that’s been in your fridge for 6 months or gross old sneakers is just wrong.
6. “My ex did it this way.”

If you ever say this to us, we have every right to use our teeth — and then send you right back to said ex.
5. “Putting on some pounds, huh?”
 

 

The way we feel when someone says this to us is the way you feel when we ask, “Is it in?”
4. “Someone needs to groom down there.”
 

 

When you start offering up your junk to a woman named Helga with a vat of hot wax, you can complain about an errant hair or two on our body.
3. “I’m not in the mood.”

Really? We’ll remind him of that next time you wake us up (from a dream starring Christian Bale) with morning wood.
2. “Your sister is hot.”

If you are dumb enough to go there, you’re going to have to put up with listening to our fantasy that involves your brother, your best friend and maybe even your boss.
1. “Are you on your period?”

It doesn’t matter if the answer is yes, no, or almost. Unless you want to buy our tampons from now until we hit menopause, you should avoid asking.

repost from: http://www.cosmopolitan.com/sex-love/relationships/Top-10-Things-You-Never-Want-to-Hear-a-Guy-Say

Saturday, October 18, 2008

haven

I want to study the psychology behind trauma and the healing process. Lord knows I need it.

You don't understand, do you? Trusting was never a problem. You're a very bad liar and my intuion's just insane like that.

What I don't want is not being able to control you and predetermine your moves. And I'm twisted like that, I guess.

I don't want you seeing ghosts and corpses, especially those I've killed. Winning means moving away from all of this, don't you see?

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Sometimes it disturbs me how my life turned out to be, how cliche it is  and how meaningless and empty it is at times.

I still am aiming for world domination but growing up just makes me realize how harder and how bigger the world really is.

x, y, z

I'm supposed to be doing my comparative literature anthology critical introduction.

Yet I'm here.

Ooooh because it's new and it's fun :D

Recently found out that Gelo resurrected his old blog. I miss his old posts there. Especially those about me, of course. But I guess it was for the better that he killed his old blog. I mean, I really don't want to know his sentiments about exes and shizz.

Same goes for me, I guess.

Okay I consider Gelo as my first serious relationship but let's face it, he wasn't the first boy I was romantic with.

There's... and... and...

And even when I met Gelo already, there's...

But let's not go there. The important thing is we're together and I won't exchange him for anything/anyone else.

Yes, I'm pretty proud of the fact that we held on for this long. I consider it an achievement that I'm his longest relationship. (period, really)

It's a kind of achievement that gives you a fulfillment that no grade can ever can.

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It's life, really. It's more important.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

you give a little love and it all comes back and front

I don't know how the new page works. I'm that bobo with complicated blogs. Haha.

Anyway, a bit of update.

I've my last exam on monday (Sociology 101) and I've a meeting on the 22nd and the 23rd or 24th.

Oh and it's my birthday on the 21st. Haha.

I remember my birthday last year. Debut, cmon! It was so fun seeing everyone! And well, it was just so fun.

I miss parties. And sleeping over.

Or being away from all acads bec this sem has really been hell.

*Rantsamore*

Anyway, happy sembreak, y'all!

ghost of summer and sembreaks and xmas breaks past

The only way the past can haunt you is if it's haunting.

How can it not haunt you? Stop making your life haunt-able.

Ergo, stop killing people, stop hiding corpses in your closet and dirty lingerie of former lovers under the bed.

Bleach your whole room, then evacuate, then douse with oil and light with fire.

Stand outside house and see house burn (preferably with current missus).

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

tomorrow's exam

And like, fuck. I'm not studying. Because I'm thinking about so many things.

Screw life.

Monday, October 13, 2008

two more days and before

Of actual going to school and this sem is finito. I can finally breathe.

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I was browsing through old notebooks and I happen to run into old poems I made.

I really had this distinct melody to my poems. So unfortunate that I lost it. I think depression makes me rhyme.

Will post old poems here sometime.

One's called "Ephemeral Surrender"

First line goes "your presence causes pandemonium"

and had this line "ours is a jargon of the most dangerous desires - the paradigm of ambivalence"

:(

It's sad I can't rhyme like that anymore. I miss writing poems.

among other things

Things I'm currently addicted to:

1. Detective Conan (because he never goes out of style)

2. Kaitou Kid (see number 1)

3. Manga

4. Love

5. Self

6. Feet

7. Oh great mysteries and the unknown

8. How I met your mother + Gossip Girl

9. Sleep

Because I'll hibernate when this sem is over. This sem was hell. Oh wait, still is.

and i was like, whut?

Shizz. F'ster has new layouts for their blogs.

Might blog here again.

I've got some pretty emo stuff here haha.

Shux I missed this. I mean, I grew up trying to maintain this site and all. Gelo and I even used our blogs to converse when we had our self-imposed hiatus ages ago. AGES ago.

And yes, we're still together and v happy. Who ever thought that we could last this long, right?