i'll pretend last night didn't happen

I have the weirdest titles but I'm pretty sure you guys get the connection anyway.

However, this title is exactly the opposite of what this entry is all about.

... because it's the most wonderful thing, really. I kept raving about it the afternoon after. And there are some things that I just can't say 'cause I'm afraid that I might ruin it all.

But I want to, obviously.

Then, I can't.

So why am I even blogging about this?

Because I have hangovers.

It's the most addicting drug, really. I should go into rehab. Or not.

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I'm scared for myself again. I told myself that I won't fall into the same trap anymore but I just can't help it.

'Cause it was just so wonderful. 'Cause he's just so wonderful. 'Cause this is just so wonderful... And I find myself wishing that wonderful would be forever. Then again, there is no such thing as forever and wishing it to be so would just make it nonexistent.

Then I find myself wishing that I hadn't been so redundant. I've been talking about this the past few days and I just can't seem to shut up. So maybe it is better to pretend that it didn't happen because doing so will give me the peace of mind that I need.

But then again, I'd rather have something fleeting and real than constant and mediocre.

Oh geez, I can't make up my mind now... and I'm talking troll!!!

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Is it really true that there are things better left unsaid? Enlighten me.