I should start standing up for myself, you know. (And i'm talking to myself here :p) I should stop letting people take advantage of me. It's called "abuse" for chrissakes!
I honestly think I lack conviction in what I do. This is just a remind of my vow last summer - I will speak out even if that means hurting a few loved ones along the way. I just can't keep on saying "yes" to everything that people ask me to do. I'm sorry, I'm not a martyr like some people are. I can't die for someone else. I'm not that selfless yet. I can sacrifice a bit but really, I should start taking care of me the right way and start owning up to my actions.
I need conviction in my life. Desperately, desperately need it.
I should not be ashamed to be mad or helpless or sad. I should cry whenever I feel like it. I should preach when I think it's necessary. I may not be always right and my timing may not be always perfect, but at least I didn't just bottle up all those emotions and thoughts. I think it's worse if I leave them locked up like that.
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