I wanted to say so many things, but then I suddenly didn't feel like it.
Monsters from my past have resurfaced. I thought I've gotten rid of them but I guess the farther you run, the sooner they catch up. (Don't ask me how) Pero di bale na, whatever happens, I'd still end up victorious. A friend of mine used to say that if you fail, don't think of yourself as a failure. And I've been starting to think that way lately. I know I've done a lot of mistakes in my past, some intentional, some just plain stupid.
And I've ran anway from some of them. I thought, what's the point of facing something I know would hust me?
But then, in those moments of pain, that's when i have my little moments of epiphany. With God's help, of course.
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Some people still try to hurt me. I don't blame them but honestly, some of them are just plain whacked for attacking an innocent girl who just wants a better life and a better nation.
No, I'm not that kind who attacks or retaliates. What I do is hold my head up high and handle things with grace, a bit of pride and delikadesa.
I'm still so greatful to be me. I love me!!! :D
(Pasensya na, lately, I'm all about me, I've been fixing my life and sorry if I haven't been letting anyone be too close or whatever. I've put up walls again, so I could heal and reflect and redempt.)
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