when you're pretty sure that this entry is about you

yeah i have nothing to write about, really. i'll try to shut up about this day, the fourth day in my streak of bad luck days.

*stops*

okay, i promised to smile more so here i am

*scary smile*

ok, will try not to look freaky...

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maa, so where do we stand? i'm confused too. and everything you just said right now is confusing. why do i keep using that word?

*sighs*

i try not to think about it. it works for me. i told you, didn't i? but i like it like this. i like being confused. masochistic, yes but it's kind of exciting, ne?