i really don't know. is it in human nature to desire things to be complicated? i think i'm happier when i'm caught in imbroglios. for some illogical reason, i love crying, i love being dramatic, i love twists, i love breaking rules.
what is it that attracted me with inconsistency? i say i want peace, but really, i'm an anarchist. i say bargain but i'm no diplomat nor economist.
what is it with me and ironies?
i have no idea. i baffle myself. and sometimes the guessing is all worth it. and most of the time, there are no answers - only questions and the search for the nonexistent.
we make our tragedies. chuck palahniuk said so. :) we secretly create dilemmas for ourselves so we can tell the world that our lives are sooo dramatic, para we can set ourselves up as martyrs. parang ganun. o.O
ReplyDeleteyeah uncle's chuck right. i guessed that about myself :P
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