illegal

writing in this blog is illegal.

know why? i'm grounded. i'm banned from everything that ignites a miniscule sparkle of happiness in my barren, misunderstood life. that includes school. you heard it right! i'm grounded AND not allowed to go to school. my old high school classmates know about this eccentric rule of my parents. when i'm grounded, it meands i really am GROUNDED = not allowed to leave house AT ALL.

why?

two words: band fest. (or is it just one word?)

i forgot to ask permission cause i was busy the whole week with school activities and exams and press con and more plugging and interviews and photo shoots and blogging and reviewing and chatting and youtubing (ouran high) and proboarding (edogawa) and scheming up world domination. how am i supposed to include "ask permission from mom to attend bandfest" in that, huh?

besides, we're not exactly on speaking terms. yeah, mom and i stopped talking a few months ago. it started with.. well, let's not go to that but the point is, how can you even ask permission to someone you don't even talk to or hardly see? yeah, when i wake up, she's gone and she arrives late enough for me not even to catch a glimpse of her. well, during those times that i do catch her, since we're not talking, it's still pointless.. anyways, i just don't get how come i'm suddenly seen as the proverbial cause of  delay, disaster and.. diarrhea?

lol i'm so angsty right now, i'm annoying myself. oh crap, i'd laugh about this tomorrow...

ja ne!