UP's a bad influence. i used to be so studious, so responsible... now, all i want to do is finish my fanfic and chat with other DC freaks at the edogawa proboards (detective conan forum). i have two reports to submit and a history test tomorrow. so i really don't know why i'm in this site.
i miss being me.
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i really don't get why people think i'm happy all the time. yeah, i'm hyper and giddy and jovial but deep inside, i'm extremely quiet. hard to believe, eh? let's just say that i choose to be noisy "outside" so i can forget how quiet it is inside. yes, the silence scares me. and yes, this implausible silence is caused by a vaccum, a void. i couldn't even hear my own heart beating. or maybe it stopped working. maybe i'm supposed to be dead.
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no sleep again tonight.
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i don't know where i stand sometimes.
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i'm dead tired. if you're not, then good for you. go bake a cake or something.
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i still drink milk and i'm not getting any taller. i used to care but now, i don't. that's the fun of being in college.
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i wish the test tomorrrow would include the question, "so, what have you written in your blog last night?" or better yet, "who is the alter ego of conan edogawa? bonus: what is the real name of kaitou KID?"
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geog bonus question: what is the name of dora's monkey friend. seriously!
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i feel so... i'm not sure. i'm so melancholic lately. maybe it's the weather. yeah, it's just that. i hope it's just that.
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